Its going

Well started my treatment and two days in to it. My breast is already turning red. Look like a mild case of sun burn. Oh it will get much redder that this I know. I have meet and seen a lot of people much worse of then myself. I guess that is suppose to make me feel better but, some how not. I do not want it to return and I have said that before cancer free for 8 years and it came back. Next time it will be worse a whole lot worse and don't want it to come back. I see it here. But for now they say I am lucky so I will except it for now and tomorrow. I have to take it one day at a time that is all I can do. The place I am staying not not so bad as the room goes. Single sheets on a double bed so, they come off the bed every time you roll. No fridge or microwave in the room so, you have to go down the hall if you want to have those appliances. Restaurants here are expensive and the food can be good. Sounds like I complaining. Not really it just how life is here right now. No smells of home made soups in the air. Lots of hand sanitizers, the week will go fast. I got TV in our room no remote, and no lamp shade on my lamp. The bed has a nice head board and the place is clean. Next week I'll take some pics of the room and paste them on line. Doing okay just a big count down that is all there is to do right now is count down till the weekend.