All done and back home

I am done, I have been done for the last two days. I sleep a lot and I am sore and raw and very pink to red. I am very sore underneath my arm. I was thinking of some the wonderful people I have met while I was in cow town. I was mad and frustrated when I first arrived there and by the second week upset that I had to be there by the third I thought I will make lasting impressions and I did. I have meet some wonderful people who now I call my friends and to John a man who has give me more advice in those few short weeks then my dad did in life time. God love him, We are strong people and now understand the importance of life, we care and we learn really fast how to let the small stuff the go I have changed I am stronger and I am more caring, I really do stop and smell the flowers. Life is beautiful we sometimes have stop and realize what is important to us.

So, now that I am on Week number 6 I am feeling it. I am very pink and sore underneath my breast. It is raw and there is a few tiny spots that are smart the sting. I am just wondering if they will continue treatment or will they send me home? I guess I will find out. I cant seem to wear a bra because I am in so much pain from swelling. Now the good news I have the experience of living away from home I hated the first week felt like hell and the second week was just a little bit better but not much better. Third week meet a lot of people and we now have a pup night. So we have a little more to look forward too. I just wondering how the trip to cow town will be today as that movement while in the car ouch. Well I guess I will let you know if I stay or go.

Starting week number four today, My mom is taking me Calgary to give Allan a brake. So, I will miss dearly. I start to get water build up in the left breast and it is tender and sore this is normal. So , I guess things are happening as normal. Tuesday is an important day for me because I will learn about foods that can help me heal and foods I should stay away from. I will also lean how to more active in my daily life. I just would like the treatments to end and I get my life back to normal. Anyways with two more weeks to go I guess it it will come sooner than I think. Anyways off to the shower and finish packing and off I go again this sucks.