Well I am on my way back to Cow town. The weekends are way to short,Sleep most of Friday nights away then, Saturday shopping and get things done, Sunday try to rest and Sunday night pack and back on Monday to cow town 4 more weeks to go. I know that I sure will be glad when it all over and done with.

Well hump day is here and the week is going well. Weekend are like get out of jail free card. Short lived but, nice to get away. Anyways getting pinker and feeling the heat. I could almost warm my own cup of coffee up, with out the use of mirco and ways that is how it going

Sunday evening, and I just trying to get emotionally ready to head back to Calgary. I hope that this week goes better than the last I sure hope so. I seem to be getting tried a little more easier. I can't seem to keep my eyes open for a long time. At least my breast is not burning to day, but I am sure after this next week it will. Any ways my eyes are falling I need to lie down.

Hell Week is over

The very first week of hell week is over thank God. I got my room changed I don't know if that will help. I am no longer by the elevator so I might get a good nights sleep next week and because they changed my room there may be more room in the fridge. We share one fridge to 12 people. So not a lot a room I was lucky I was able to have a water bottle in the fridge and no food. Unless I went to cafeteria cost 9.oo for a bowl of soup chocolate milk small and a sandwich. I realize I can not do this at every meal. So, next week I will bring my own bedding and radio and try to make my self at home. I guess thats the hardest part trying to make your self at home. They charge you for the weekends if you leave even a hanger in the closet and it yours. Rule do not leave anything in the room are you staying in are you will be charged for the weekends. So, I would of liked to bring my own fridge not alowed unless I want to be charged for the extra stay on the weekends.
It even gets better if and I like to take the shuttle up to Calgary I have to bring only one suit case and one bag. So, Becasue I need so much to make myself comfertable I get Allan to drive me back and forth. What else are you going to do? What do you do? What would you do?

Its going

Well started my treatment and two days in to it. My breast is already turning red. Look like a mild case of sun burn. Oh it will get much redder that this I know. I have meet and seen a lot of people much worse of then myself. I guess that is suppose to make me feel better but, some how not. I do not want it to return and I have said that before cancer free for 8 years and it came back. Next time it will be worse a whole lot worse and don't want it to come back. I see it here. But for now they say I am lucky so I will except it for now and tomorrow. I have to take it one day at a time that is all I can do. The place I am staying not not so bad as the room goes. Single sheets on a double bed so, they come off the bed every time you roll. No fridge or microwave in the room so, you have to go down the hall if you want to have those appliances. Restaurants here are expensive and the food can be good. Sounds like I complaining. Not really it just how life is here right now. No smells of home made soups in the air. Lots of hand sanitizers, the week will go fast. I got TV in our room no remote, and no lamp shade on my lamp. The bed has a nice head board and the place is clean. Next week I'll take some pics of the room and paste them on line. Doing okay just a big count down that is all there is to do right now is count down till the weekend.

On my way

Well I got the phone call today around lunch while I as out having a coffee. I spent at least 3 hours on the phone making arrangements bus, housing, doctors, ei, and not mention family and friends it crazy. Any ways I hope to keep you all posted with my life in Calgary and hope all goes well.