There is only one day left and then the lump comes out. I feel relaxed as I am steaming cleaning, doing laundry and cutting the dogs nails. Relaxing some what and keep focused on the positive.
I know that the surgery will be alright. Just another stepping stone to get through. I have to Remember that it is not what happens in life, It is how we deal with it. W Micheall I know that the next few weeks will be trying. I know that I will have feelings of fear , anger, frustration and lack of control. I have to have positive thoughts and at time it will be hard. To gain control I have to be positive and call on my friends and family for help. Laughter need lots of laughter funny movies humorous books that will be on my list of things I can do. And I will do lots of meditation.
I guess my main fears will be test results and the use of my left hand and arm because of lumphedma a common side effect. But I am sure that I would rather have lumphedma rather then cancer. Lets pray the cancer has not spread to lump nodes. Thanks for your thought and prayers Jenny
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